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nicolas for some reason i miss u more than usual tonight... i dont know what to do all i do is stay on this computer and wait for someoen to im me telling me they have seen you or they know were u r......i cry every night wanting u here with me......my life is going so wrong...i am going crazy baby all i know is ur not here i dont know if u r safe or not i dont even know if ur eating..or staying in a warm place or if ur out in the cold or anything....i pray every nigt for God to show me were u r ...to show me u r ok ..but yet i get nothing .. baby i wish i could come get you were eer u r noone will help me find you i am hurting inside so bad...a piece of me ur daddy has yanked right from me...sometimes life is not fair ...and him taking u from me is not fair i did nothing wrong ... i loved you and cared for u so much and i still do!!i wish i was a phyic and could tell were u r i would be there in a hurry..as i really miss u so much... i wish u was here with me so i know that u r safe and not hurting and not going hungry i really miss u so much and i really wish u was here

i have met so many people in life but i have really come to like this one person and i met him on here he is really kind and sweet and realy honest... although i am scared of getting involved with him...because of my past relationships...he has been there for me..when i am sad he knows it when i am hurting he knows it and when i am happy he knows it.......he knows how to bring a smile to my face and brightens my day with a few simple words.....he is one of those people who you would love to get to know but on the other hand he is the type you really want to know... i know i dont make no sence ...i am trying my best not to get involved with him...only as a friend but i thinki am kinda falling for him

why am i hear ....were am i.... in a world of hate? and drama? in a world of violence. with fear...guns,players,haters,what has my life turned into ?





hell?